Clopen

The sun has set,the lights turn dim,
The hush steps in,and suddenly my life turned grim…

Though the sweet hen lady always enquires me the reason about my woe,
But I myself don’t know the exact reasons to throw!!!

Many a times I wanted to fly and to step out of this door,
I tried to push it-to push it harder ,but it made my bones turned soar!!

Today while going to sleep,my roommate found it open,
She was excited to flee,but for me this situation was similar to clopen!!

“You want this for so many days, then why r u in doubt?”
She continued-we can fly,will make friends in the sun and would 

Have fun..common u moron ,let’s run!!!

Seeing me lagging my decision,she opened the door without it creaking,
My friends,the sky ,the freedom,the trees-all are calling me -I said to myself tweeting!!

Today I feel homely and comfortable at this place and I don’t know why,
She looked behind just to see me lost in my thoughts,and sneakingly. She had her fly!!

Seeing her fly,I have the whole night to make a decision-I thought,
“Maybe one day flying across places,I can make myself get caught!!”

“So what?Before that I can make the most beautiful fly for once in my life”,
“But what if they will cut each of my organ with the knife!!”

Atleast I am safe here and the lady gives me food to eat,
Outside there are many hunters,and I don’t want myself to be served as meat!!

There I can meet new people and will learn,
The soothing wind will heal me,if the sun  made me burn!!!

Then,why something is holding me back  to remain in here,
The risk that land holds with it-i m stuck in that fear!!

So what?with risk comes freedom which I have longed for so many years,
I stepped one foot out – I took the decision as my mind gears!!

Just then,I realised the sun came up and the lights cracked in,
The lady gave me chillies and locked up the tin..

My thoughts which wrapped me around have not left me by then,
Why haven’t you left with her,asked the hen!!

I still don’t know the exact reason to throw,
Open the door once more- and then I will show!!
~Arushi